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I'm always trying to fit in every time I am with others, but thing aren't working out. I'm still staying on the corner alone with no one to talk to. No one to be with. No one ...and still no one. I ke...I'm always trying to fit in every time I am with others, but thing aren't working out. I'm still staying on the corner alone with no one to talk to. No one to be with. No one ...and still no one. I keep asking why I am miserable. People see me as the lucky-go-lucky type. Having no problems. Smiling always and took things for granted. But when I am alone. no one could tell that behind what they see, the real me is suffering from the world I am in. They don't even wonder why I am silent. Why do I keep on writing instead of talking? Why I prefer my pen and paper than with them? They can't relate to me no matter what they do and I can't relate to them no matter what I do. It feels like I have been locked up in a room unseen. A prisoner of myself. But if I'm trying to reach for them, are they trying to reach for me too? And if they are, why don't I feel their effort? Every night I cry inside my room for all these thins that are happening to me. I cry for everything I did and I didn't. I have hated this world as much as I hate myself and them. But even if I hated them all, nothing seems to change. I'm still returning to the same world and ended up crying at the end of the day. Trying to fit in with everyone. Trying to ignore the pain every time I feel rejected.
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